Is my ego the source of fear or simply the home of it? Where and when is fear born in my being? Is all fear bad? Is fear all bad? Is the fear of a hot flame bad? Is there healthy fear?

I fear being alone. I fear not being heard. I fear not succeeding. I fear the emotional pain of a broken heart. I fear losing my health. I fear losing my ability to take care of myself. I fear losing my sources of joy.

Looking at the list, I see that my fears seem to be based on unmet needs.

So, then, is the solution to my fears to accept all these things that make me whole and fulfilled? A companion, a listening ear, success, love, physical health, self-care, living joy? All these things I have in my life. All these things are provided by God's grace. God is Jehovah Jireh, my provider. God gives me all I need. In faith, I know this.

So, it seems, in perfect faith and trust, there is no fear.

Dear God,

Take from me my remaining fears. Remove the power of my ego. Guide me in your truth. You are truth. Let me abide more closely in you. Strengthen my faith. I need you. Supply all my needs, Lord. I love you. Thank you.

Amen