I hadn't expected you. The last time I saw you was over four years ago. Yet, all of those many days were swept away as quickly as my breath. Love truly never falters, never dwindles, never wanes, never dies. I gazed into your deep, vibrant eyes. The space between us was no longer. Inside, screaming to think, to pause, to slow down. But I couldn't. Wouldn't. I can't remember whether it was me who kissed you, or you, me.  I guess it doesn't really matter. Destiny would not falter.

I'm choking back the tears. I allowed myself to believe, if only for an instant. that you had changed your mind, that we would be together. Not for a brief interlude, but forever. Is it really possible that my love for you is even stonger than before? How could you leave as if that kiss were not strong enough to sustain us for eternity? But, you did just that. You left me. I'm desparately trying to find a glimmer of hope. How can I possibly live without you? And how can I bear the pain of grief? Again...

I know I can't send this to you. I love you so very much that I can't bear the thought of you knowing how deeply I feel for you. I wish you love. I wish you life.

Farewell.

May God forgive me.